Outgrow
I think I am outgrowing a chunk of my friends. It’s a terrible thought, but this thought just came into my mind as I was supposed to be typing out my final paper and I had to take note of this theory which seems so true now. Lately I have been easily aggrevated and seriously questioning how I can stand being in someone’s presense for even another minute. I have found myself trying to let these thoughts slide after a few hours or days while keeping my appearance and mentaliity positive in dealing with hiccups that come along, yet it almost always ends with my wanting to isolate myself from the very same people again.
My interests haven’t changed. Theirs haven’t either.
What could it be?
I’ll give it another week till I am able to go home to my family. Perhaps some time away from everyone here as well as life & school in San Diego may help me “recover.” I do hope that this is simply a phrase that I will grow out of, and not a permanent evolution.
